My goodness. It's been a long time since I poked my head in here and even longer since I've written anything IRL. I'm sad about it, really.
I goof off far too much, and yet I have nothing to show for it. One endless round of school and home after another, taking care of Schmoo (26 months old!), seeing my brother get married and settled in...it's all so boring. I'm so, so, so grateful for the life I'm living--I know I have opportunities other people would kill for--but I feel unsatisfied. I need to be creative. I need to do something new.
Maybe I'm too isolated. Maybe that's part of my problem.
I goof off far too much, and yet I have nothing to show for it. One endless round of school and home after another, taking care of Schmoo (26 months old!), seeing my brother get married and settled in...it's all so boring. I'm so, so, so grateful for the life I'm living--I know I have opportunities other people would kill for--but I feel unsatisfied. I need to be creative. I need to do something new.
Maybe I'm too isolated. Maybe that's part of my problem.
- Mood:
discontent

